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Depression/// definently gets the best of us... comes and goes// sometimes u don't even kno why its here. Heh i sho don't... past few weeks been feelin like shit.. yea dere have been some temporary relievments... but not much. hm... ionno. Lately i've been feelin like i don't belong... dat i shouldn't be here. and i should find somewhere i could be where i'd fit in... lol... does dat make any sense? cuz i'm really tired. yet i can't get any sleep. im too sad to sleep... heh... weird ain't it. ahh changed the subject by accident. Anyways... whats my purpose in life. i sho as hell don't kno. Why wuz i put here... dats a question i don't want to kno. hm... where do i see myself in 10 years? wait how old would i be... i'd be 26... i think i'll be workin my ass off in a some crumy job becuz i couldn't make it into a good college. But anywhere is better than here isn't it?Atl is gettin really old... been here all my life... and i wish i hadn't been here all my life... heh why has things turned out like this... i wish i knew . Why the hell am i like this... i don't kno... does somebody kno? arggggg

On the brighter note... wait... there is none... this whole fuckin week has been fuckin gaayyy!!! soooo ohhh sooo gayyy! Nuttin to look forward to for the next month and wuteva there is left... and then there is school... heh... yayyyyy... school... so much stress.. so much work dat i "forget" to do... so much crap from my parents... ( every korean kid goes through dat ) and blah blah blah blah blah... its not worth it to write any more... FUCK IT... and FUCk life ^^; bbye hope u have a better day than me